Just another day in paradise, things are looking up for me. I keep having these dreams about the later months from now, not going to spoil it, I am trying so hard not to think about it because I want to experience it to the fullest extent and I hope she is along for the ride as well. Damn life you scary.
Amanda you are such a sweetheart, but you should have taken the picture after I cleaned my hookah ;D
photography blog : http://ohtehshenanigans.tumblr.com/
Idk anymore. I’m so fucking lost in life right now, yet the only thing I prioritise is the thought of having a chance with a girl, another chance where I can finally call someone mine, not in that context of ownership but rather someone that wants to be with me.someone who actually gives a crap about me, someone who is there for me, but who am I kidding? I’m destined to be forever alone, I’m ugly and socially awkward. Nice guys always finish last so fuck it. I’m not changing myself just to become a douchebag and get whoever. I want that someone who wants me for the real me. A broke musician who is struggling to survive. Life is doing nothing but pulling me down lately but there is one person who is giving me hope and she is amazing. Thank you Amanda.
Also pic unrelated hurr Durrell
Check out my indie side project! https://www.youtube.com/user/SuspicousMailboxes I have a few demos up! More coming soon! Sorry for misspelling suspicious, I was drunk when making the url.
This album is shear genius. First vinyl record of my own, thanks for the gift Callie!
Really digging this album.
This picture was taken by Tony Gerber, my current band mate for Auroric Dreams. The facial expression I am making is from shear eargasmic pads that we do with Auroric Dreams. If you have time you should check out our music!
I hate that jealousy gets the best of me. Also photograph by me, daily black and white photography! ( This blog has nothing to do with the photograph. ) Though I tell myself, nah, I can’t get jealous over you. I do, I hate the fact that you feel like I don’t care about you, I hate the fact you think I don’t care for you as much as I did for a past girlfriend, sweetheart you need to know you are better than she ever was. That’s why I never freaked out because you was always there for me and never strayed off for weeks without talking to me. Then one day you’re gone…just like she did me, I got too comfortable knowing oh, she will be here whenever I wake up etc. Though you weren’t… I did get uneasy when we didn’t talk but you have to remember Olivia, I was dating her during the summer when I wasn’t working or doing anything. I had no life during summer, then she left me and I decided to get a social life. I just want you to know that I’m sorry that I hurt you ( which I did several times ) I’m only human and I can’t change the past. It’s best not to live in the past nor future. Live for the present. I wish we could have fixed things but hey I’m sure you found someone new now, and all I want for you is to be happy.
A Lo-Fi image I took in 2009 when I was 17 or 16. I’m on the right, and my old friend named Jarren is on the right. There is a purpose for posting this, I’ve realized that many of my, once called friends, have always disappeared. People come and go basically, and I know, this saying isn’t new, but it’s good to remember that, everyone goes away in the end. Remember to always cherish who you have in your life and spend as much time as possible with them. You never know when they will decide to walk out of your life.
- Bryan Burnett